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I thought I didn't have to live through this anymore.
After the first time, I thought I had been through it already. I was wrong.
It just feels the same as it did then.
You make me sick.
You make me wanna go curl up in some far off corner and cry.
I thought I was good enough
I'm not gonna say you don't know what it's like, because you do.
Look at us. We're both fools.
Learn to let it go. Stop hurting yourself.
There's been someone waiting for you.
But she's over in that corner. Crying. Because you made her.
Don't feel bad.
We both can't let it go, can we?
In the words of a song, "I can't say no to you".
You torture me, but I shouldn't let you. But you do.
I'm tired of it. I'm done.
GOD, THIS SOUNDS SO EMO.

Sarah - December 2007